Well...some of the craziness for this semester is over. YAY!! I haven't had a whole lot to write about...hence...no writting...lol....I have a girlfriend now :-)....I had jun just hanging out with her till 4 am last night...*yawn*....;-)

Today was alright I guess. One of my classes was cancelled so I saw no reason to go to the other one haha. Just hung out around the house till I had to go to work. Work was really uneventful. After work I took my car to the machanic's place to get it's oil changed and starter looked at. Parents took me to grandma's and ended up shooting a crap ton of pool as usual. I'm really starting to enjoy that game more than before. But for some reason I'm in my thinking mood. Where really I was there, but was concentrating on way more things than just the current events occuring in the room. But more of who I am, becoming, doing, etc.

They say to grab life by the horns and take advantage of every minute. Do we really do that? I know I don't feel like I do.

ahhh...good times good times....went to Chi Alpha...not so much good times...pretty boring actually. After me, sara and onur (yes that's a name) went to Fast Eddy's and shot some pool. Onur is actually a really cool guy from Istanbul. He owns some toy stand thingy in the mall and is finishing up his business administration degree from KSU.

Still trying to figure out how to get out of the "box". Anyone wanna go with me to Chicago sometime? Maybe a long weekend kinda thing? I know it's really freaking cold there but hey, it's not Manhattan and could still be fun!

Peace...

I've been informed of my negligence to keep up with my blog *cough katy cough*. So here I am again...back on the web with a new post...please hold your applause....

I'm so glad that grandma's pool table is fixed! It's driving me nuts though because I just want to go over and play on it like ALL the time! Like right now I want to be playing so bad lol.

I don't ever have anything fun or exciting happen to me so I feel like it's pointless to even write on this thing...I dunno........

*sigh*

I don't know exactly what God is doing...I'll get to that later...

Sundays are always good days, unless computers fail to work and you sit on hold for an hour, or you look at your homework and find out that it seemed to double since you last looked at it, and a friend you've just met is having back surgery today and has a chance she may never walk again. But that's just the beginning....a friend of mine met this person online. Well, just being a dork I decided to talk to her on the phone so I stole his cell phone from him and just started talking...figured she lived you know...like other side of the country, I could be a dork and it wouldn't matter...WRONG...lol She lives in Olathe and is actually extremely cool! Thing is...her life at home REALLY sucks...she called me last night balling because her dad hit her...among other things. I told her she needed to get out of there and talk to someone...she said she tried before but after it was all said and done he's back. She doesn't want to leave because she doesn't want him to do anything to her mom and sister....It really hurts to think about all of this and it has to be a God thing because I basically just fell into it. Zach was on the phone, I grabbed it from him...and here I am, on my couch before work wishing,hoping, praying she'll be ok, surgery will go amazing and she won't have to live at home anymore...

Who likes to travel?

Another day is a wrap. I always ask myself if I made the most out of the day when I'm laying in bed at night. Most of the time i'm not satisfied. I feel I have to have some sort of adventure or excitement in a day to make it a "satisfactory" day. Or days I make people happy, those work too!

I came up with an idea. College students spend a lot of money on alcohol every weekend. It's not hard considering a bottle of vodka costs 20+ bucks. My thinking is actually pretty simple. I'd rather travel than drink! Every weekend I could possibly spend 20 bucks or more on alcohol. Well if I save around that every week I could have a plane ticket pretty easily. Save some more I've got a car rental or a hotel room (some places I wouldn't need a car). Problem is I wouldn't have any fun unless I had people to go with me. Most of my friends would either rather drink, or don't have the money, don't want to travel, or don't want to save to go anywhere. I should probably just take the initiative and go but I totally think I'd have no fun by myself! It's more fun to get lost with friends! Adventures are meant to be shared. I guess the problem is, this hobby is usually enjoyed by more retirees due to them having money and time. How hard can it be to save up and find a time to go somewhere? We find time to drink and party...make weekend plans and hang with friends etc....Am I the only one out there that actually thinks like this?

"Are you who you want to be, this is your life...is it everything you dreamed that it would be..."

PEACE

Life just hurts...K-state is royally pissing me the flip off! I'm just some stupid random number that they could care less about. Now I realize KSU isn't a small school. But why can't I get any respect as #498239473497 that will shell out thousands of dollars? Why do I get the runnaround, get my school loan cancelled because i'm not enrolled THIS semester....well no crap shirlock....I signed up for next semester you bunch of jack as*es....I feel like Rodney Dangerfield..."nooo respect..." I get enrolled, get an advisor all on Jan. 10th. Classes start January 12th...well I wanted to buy my books online..well looks like Varney's is getting my business whether I like it or not next semester...IF they flippin' have my books that I need. Now wouldn't that just be dandy....not having my books because it's too late...John said he'd talk to the Dean of Engineering...not sure what help that will be but I'm sure he knows people. Know anybody Sam?? haha...if so help me out would ya? PLEASE!!! I also signed up for a transfer student thing tomorrow morning that I'm not going to. I thought I'd get an advisor and all that fun stuff but I won't. I emailed Julie Katz...head person of the transfer students thing and she told me that transfer students get treated the same as new students and freshmen....thank you so much, i'm officially at the bottom of the todem pole even thought i'll be a Junior. Nice to know I'm lumped in with Freshmen...

On a good note...or bad one too....this girl at Rays today was soooooooooooooo stinkin' pretty! I was helping out some little kid that was trying to use his moms vision (food stamps) card and she just smiled really big at me :-) yay...made my night...too bad I have no idea who she is and will most likely never see her again for as long as I live. Story of my life...either taken, I'm at work, hurt too much and doesn't want that again....blah...

Peace...

So my eye appointment went really well! All it was was my contact solution not liking my eye haha. Still not happy about missing classes though.
Shot pool with Ryan tonight. Got my butt beat bad! Had one of those nights where nothing would fall! Can't have too many of those or Ryan will get a big head...haha...Then we went over to Katy's and watched The House Of Wax. Whatever happend to Sam? Must have gotten caught up in his archery....

Fear nothing for the Lord is with me....

You hear that?!?
Stand back before I smash the Holy word in ya dome
packin' mad heat polished in chrome
Temptin' me to follow that path
i'm answerin' in wrath
no temptation has seized me accept what is common to man and i'm givin' a way to escape
my lyrical assassination with the Holy Word is my proof
watchu gonna do with my spiritual hollow point of truth?


outie