Life just hurts...K-state is royally pissing me the flip off! I'm just some stupid random number that they could care less about. Now I realize KSU isn't a small school. But why can't I get any respect as #498239473497 that will shell out thousands of dollars? Why do I get the runnaround, get my school loan cancelled because i'm not enrolled THIS semester....well no crap shirlock....I signed up for next semester you bunch of jack as*es....I feel like Rodney Dangerfield..."nooo respect..." I get enrolled, get an advisor all on Jan. 10th. Classes start January 12th...well I wanted to buy my books online..well looks like Varney's is getting my business whether I like it or not next semester...IF they flippin' have my books that I need. Now wouldn't that just be dandy....not having my books because it's too late...John said he'd talk to the Dean of Engineering...not sure what help that will be but I'm sure he knows people. Know anybody Sam?? haha...if so help me out would ya? PLEASE!!! I also signed up for a transfer student thing tomorrow morning that I'm not going to. I thought I'd get an advisor and all that fun stuff but I won't. I emailed Julie Katz...head person of the transfer students thing and she told me that transfer students get treated the same as new students and freshmen....thank you so much, i'm officially at the bottom of the todem pole even thought i'll be a Junior. Nice to know I'm lumped in with Freshmen...

On a good note...or bad one too....this girl at Rays today was soooooooooooooo stinkin' pretty! I was helping out some little kid that was trying to use his moms vision (food stamps) card and she just smiled really big at me :-) yay...made my night...too bad I have no idea who she is and will most likely never see her again for as long as I live. Story of my life...either taken, I'm at work, hurt too much and doesn't want that again....blah...

Peace...