So I'm sitting here watching a teenage soap opera...Everwood for those of you that were curious, pondering the curveball that life has thrown at me. The age of 21 is like a right of passage for all the alcoholic pleasure you may be seeking. For me, I'm not sure what "pleasure" it is that i'm seeking. I have no problem going out and having fun. Infact that's why i'm glad that I'm 21. Having a beer, drink, chick beer, whatever once in a while is totally ok. But i'm sooooo tired of being on this stage and everyone having the same goal..."lets get Riggs drunk!" Honestly I DO want to get drunk once. JUST once. But I don't want to do it with people I don't trust. I trust Trent just not the million other pot smoking alcholics that are going JUST to see me get drunk. I'm about to scream....so sick of it....