Alright!!! I'm posting...haha...
You ever feel like you are meant for something big but you are stuck in this box? Everything I want to do is eliminated by common sense. I would love to go to school in Florida, can't justify $505/cr. hour. I feel like I can't be "free" to be me and live at home yet I won't move in somewhere where they party 4 nights a week. I feel like i'm doing things because I know they will either please my parents or because it's the "safe", or right thing to do. Not because I want to do them. Something in is screaming to get out for something huge but I don't know what it is, where it is, how to get there, or when to get there! *sigh* Shoot! I don't even really know who I am...
Best friends....!
Haha..."O Face"
Kramer being "Kramer"...nuff' said...
Somehow I can't picture him fat...
Me and Trent havin' fun taking pics...
Derek gettin' drunk...
You ever feel like you are meant for something big but you are stuck in this box? Everything I want to do is eliminated by common sense. I would love to go to school in Florida, can't justify $505/cr. hour. I feel like I can't be "free" to be me and live at home yet I won't move in somewhere where they party 4 nights a week. I feel like i'm doing things because I know they will either please my parents or because it's the "safe", or right thing to do. Not because I want to do them. Something in is screaming to get out for something huge but I don't know what it is, where it is, how to get there, or when to get there! *sigh* Shoot! I don't even really know who I am...
Best friends....!
Haha..."O Face"
Kramer being "Kramer"...nuff' said...
Somehow I can't picture him fat...
Me and Trent havin' fun taking pics...
Derek gettin' drunk...
posted by Riggz at
12:31 AM
1 Comments:
What is wrong with doing things that are right and that please your parents? Sounds a lot like what Jesus did, eh? And don't think I'm trying to come down hard on you. This post of yours sounds almost exactly like what was coming off my keyboard a couple years ago. I feel for you, bro. My best advice is this: believe God is who He says He is. If He's your Redeemer and Lord, then you're right: there is something big in your future. It's called peace and fulfillment...and a little thing called heaven thrown in for kicks. You have to make your actions match up with your desires, or else you're a hypocrite, which is probably the source of the angst you're expressing here. But don't give up doing what is right just because it's not what you want to do at any given moment. Persevere in doing good, even when it seems pointless and uninspired, and eventually God will burst through the clouds with peace and assurance and whatever else you need. Read Oswald Chambers.
And...why are you taking pictures of drunk people?
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