The life of "Riggs": September 2005

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Who reads this? I'd be way more motivated to type posts on this thing if I knew people actually read it...

You ever get that "bad" feeling around some people? Like some are just worse than others by how you feel around them? Trent just went out with some people that I'm still feeling icky about. Scary thing is they both know me...

3 seconds to notice them....and 10 minutes to be depressed about them.....Sam has written a paper about them...argh

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Monday = Blur....

Saturday, September 03, 2005

I'm runnin' real hard but I ain't goin' no where,
tired of the strife and the pain,
someone get me outta here,
everywhere I go I don't fit,
gettin' tired of it,
look here look there nothin',
over here over there nothin',
gotta get out gotta run out,
run away from this to figure it all out.

Friday, September 02, 2005

So Sam, anything look familiar there? For those that have no idea what is going on in the picture...In Abq (can't spell Albaquerque lol) this dude was "saving up for a new computer" (as seen on that sign if you can read it). Apparently he got a few bucks and a hard hat :-)! Notice the nice clothes, glasses, and bottled water? Yeah..I guess he was bored and wanted to do something unique haha!

Alright!!! I'm posting...haha...

You ever feel like you are meant for something big but you are stuck in this box? Everything I want to do is eliminated by common sense. I would love to go to school in Florida, can't justify $505/cr. hour. I feel like I can't be "free" to be me and live at home yet I won't move in somewhere where they party 4 nights a week. I feel like i'm doing things because I know they will either please my parents or because it's the "safe", or right thing to do. Not because I want to do them. Something in is screaming to get out for something huge but I don't know what it is, where it is, how to get there, or when to get there! *sigh* Shoot! I don't even really know who I am...