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So my laptop is acting up. Richard helped it out a lot by changing some programs around and stuff....however it's still sluggish....computers I tell ya....


Work is starting to suck....same crap new day is starting to become alarmingly true...just gotta keep it in perspective and why i'm doing this....

Thanks for the comment Grace. You can seize the day in whatever you do, whether that's work or play. But I dunno. I don't want to "wake up" and realize all I ever did was work and go to school.

Life...

You get one life....that's it.....you're young once, that's it....I'm seriously worried that someday I'll wake up and realize I've wasted it...what do I do?


Peace

I'm so glad it's sunday! I'm sitting outside on my laptop, cool breeze, sunny, not too hot....ahhh...the life....*knocks on wood*.

This is going to be very random. I'm trying to get in the mood to post today haha. Have any of you watched The Hills on MTV yet? For some reason I LOVE this show! Maybe because it's fun to watch these super rich amazingly beautiful girls face "real" life. Granted they have a jillion dollar apartment paid for them etc...but they have REAL jobs! Some of the daily routine stuff they face, to them, is crazy hard. Anyways, good times good times...

Work is good...getting right at or close to 40 hours a week! I'll be able to pay off my credit cards, buy stuff for my apartment and be able to save up some for the next upcoming semester! Woohoo!

I've been reading a few books on the Freemasons...VERY interesting stuff! LOOK IT UP!

I'm outie....peace

What to do when you don't fit in the mold. I hate parties because i'm not that type...I stand there wishing I was, knowing I'll never be, and I go home defeated. So....there goes anything the college social life is known for. I hate big crowds of ppl at a social event, I'd rather talk one on one and really get to know someone. I'm scared of rejection from anyone which makes me quiet and not outgoing. I feel like I'm not supposed to be here....so where the heck am I supposed to go? Nobody seems to really click with me....my heart longs for something great but I'm not seeing it...haven't EVER seen it...who's to say I'll ever get it?


Current mood: HELPLESS/HOPELESS

It's been a minute...

Sorry everyone it's been awhile. Nothing really eventful has happend since I was in San Antonio. Work is great...I'm getting 40 hours and get a few weekends off a month! Seems like all I do is work and play...can't really complain much! Oh and give Brandy CRAP all the time...right punkin??? haha...

It's all good minus the fact Sam is no longer here!!! Punk...:-P I really miss him...

I have Alltel now instead of crappy cell one. I love it! Same number tho so call me sometime lol!